To be honest before I was writing stuff down every day so I didn't have to take a lot of time writing on Mondays but that lasted like 2 months. I've hit a wall in the mission where I'm just tired. I've hit a wall of idk what its called, it's like I feel like I've been here a long time and I need to find my drive again to keep me going.
The Pakistan class is about their culture or what is it all about?
I know how you feel. Honestly the same thing happens here, every week is the same and so it's hard to write down what happens because it all mixes together and it becomes hard to write stuff down because I don't want to write the same thing every week. All it is is finding people and teaching lessons. They're the same lessons and the same people. For me I have to search and find those experiences to share and I also don't want to share everything because I have some good experiences I don't want to share.
I emailed grandma about her health. I don't know what to tell her really. I told her to trust in the Word of Wisdom and do her part but idk she has a lot of health problems...
When Josh gets his license he should go out looking for a job. It will keep him busy and help him save up money.
The craziest thing I've noticed is our plans never go as we planned. Almost every day this last week plans changed as things came up it was crazy. It's not saying that we shouldn't plan things but that as well plan well, the lord will bless us with more things to do and it works out better than we plan. It's super great and a fun surprise each day.
Getting the choir together here is hard as well. The members have both drive to sing except for one member who came in and gets them so sing. Its hard and it doesn't always sound great but it ends up bringing the Spirit as you work hard and bring the Spirit of the choir to the ward. Idk how to help more people come but the best thing is just keep going and don't give up.
Recently I've had a hard time in the mission and I didn't know why. I was always arguing with my companion and things were just not going well and I was mad. So I prayed and I was mad and I came to a realization that this whole thing with my companion was because the Lord gave me a wake up call that I was getting complacent in my abilities as a missionary and that I needed to be better. I needed to learn to argue not to prove I was better and to not get angry so fast. I needed to learn the Doctrine better. I needed to be more humble. I needed to learn the rules better just so many things and it gets me depressed. I'm working on improving but it's hard and I have to take it one step at a time. Love you lots and thanks for the encouragement and emails! They help a lot!
Elder Keith
Pictures of Gandia, Spain
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